Okay, Dear Readers, 2013 is a new year and much stuff has happened. I am so much more addicted to masturbating than I was in 2012! Yes, to echo the phrase: I am "chronically addicted". You know I love it. You do too, Fellow Masturbators.
The biggest change: My personal masturbation muses have left the building.
Anne and I had a long phone chat and she knows my desires now -- all of them. She got to read all of "Cumming for You" and knows she is the subject. The next time she is around we'll have some nasty sex and complete the cycle. I will quit gooning over her online and masturbate to somebody else so she can "not think about it any more" when she fucks her husband or masturbates.
Kay and I have agreed to let go of the sexual part of our relationship. I won't bug her to masturbate over the phone with me any more, nor will I allow her to be an online sexual muse like Anne. She recently avoided visiting our town just so we wouldn't feel that overwhelming need to fuck each other. We are "friends" now. We will be "normal", and only talk about non-sex stuff over the phone or emails and Facebook.Yes, yes, it is too much for me to give up my private fantasy of her when I masturbate to her occasionally. I will always be addicted to her red-fringed pussy and her wonderful long legs, not to mention her sexy mind. I will always want her, just as she still wants me into our senior years. I don't promise not to fuck her if she comes for a visit, nor did I promise not to masturbate about her any more. But my cum in her honor will be a private thing now, and I will not write about it any more.
Marriage: "Connie" and I continue to be in and out of a sexless relationship in our marriage. She seems much happier with her occasional masturbation behind the bathroom door with her pyrex dildo, and the cuckholding activity she began with Buck and later with that other guy a few years ago seems not to interest her. I never liked the cuck game all that much but I did love masturbating while she got fucked. I will write more about all that soon, not just the hot tub thing. We continue not to fuck by mutual agreement. My masturbation life seems to have entirely replaced that. I'm posting something about that next.
My friend Henry returned from back east after several years away. During Christmas we renewed our longstanding deep friendship. Soon I'll post something about how wonderful it felt to have his hand around my cock again after so long without it.
Honeybee Mom has been a great friend and continues to write porn with me a lot and occasionally masturbate over the phone with me. I am the only man she will "cam" with. She says she probably won't try to throw another masturbation party, but if a group of us get together she will be up for a session any time. She says she's not fucking anybody but Hubs, nor going online any more when she masturbates.
Speaking of online, I have this year masturbated a fair amount online with other friends, mostly on Imasturbate.org or Jackinchat.com. I also love Richard Lovel's Google + activities for Onania.org. I have several times masturbated with others in a G+ "hangout" cam and mic and everything. Very hot. If you are interested in any of this and want to hook up, email me and I'll give you my screen name. Lately I've been into cell phone jacking with other masturbators. Haven't quite found the right partner yet, but I'm still hoping.
I sold three porn novels in 2012, including the Nash Farm novel, and Sailing. Also one called "Moving Mom". I'll post links to them whenever the publishers finally put them up or print them.
"Sylvia" still occasionally invites me over for coffee. She likes to look at my dick and have me masturbate for her, but she claims she's too old for anything more. It was raining this week, but I saw her looking out the window so I unzipped and let her watch a little.
This post is all a kind of long-winded prologue to announce that I'm going to try turning this blog over to a "wank-log" more than I have before -- everybody is trending that way -- complete with scorekeeping, descriptions and maybe a daily or weekly log of my orgasmic activity. I'll still post my usual stories of true adventures here, and I am hoping to make the "Cumming For You" blog a bit more 'fictiony'.
Stay tuned.
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