She knows I masturbate, but she doesn't know how much. Part I

Wifey has no idea, does she? We love our wives still even if now we seldom if ever fuck them any more. I've been hearing that a lot. And of course it's hard to be open about it, since we men all run the risk of paying an emotional price in her anger, rejection and disappointment if she knew that we live our lives going basically from masturbation to masturbation. They just don't understand, a lot of them.

This morning I couldn't wait for my wife to get out the door and go to work. My dick was already swelling as I watched her get into the car and drive away. At last! I could touch myself! God it felt good just to unzip and pull it out! Already it was throbbing and thickening as I touched it and began to tease it with my fingers. I needed this. I dropped my pants on the living room floor and sat back on the couch, feeling my cock get stiff as I exposed myself, feeling so naked and nasty as I opened my legs. "Just a quick morning cum" I told myself.

But my titties were hungry too and I began squeezing them and pinching my nipples. I wanted to jack off and my fist teased my hot cock until it was aching. But now I wanted the full deal and before I knew it I had my little plastic doll clothespins out and clamped onto my nips. I was tugging them as I  masturbated. I wanted my finger in my ass, and then I wanted my butt plug. Ten minutes after Wifey was gone my legs were up in the air, spread wide open. My butt was penetrated and filled with my hard butt-dildo, and my titties were screaming in pleasure as my clothespins bit into my nipples. I painted my cock with KY lube and lay back on the couch cushions. Then there was that first magical touch as I wrapped my fingers around my stiff prick and began that masturbation I was so hungry for.

Yeah, yeah, YEAH! I fucked myself. Jerking, masturbating, jacking off! So sweet! In no time at all I was gooning, groaning, crying out my special fuck words. I was shaking, thrusting up, writhing my ass. I just lost myself in a hot morning masturbation. I pleasured myself so much, hollering Yesssss as I began to orgasm. Cumming! Cum cum cum!!! I came like a freight train! Spurted cum all over my belly, my t-shirt. Goddamn. It was so good.

I lay back against the couch cushions with my softening dick throbbing in my hands and realized Wifey could never truly know or understand what had just happened ... how much I had just "loved" myself while she was still driving to work. It's okay. She vaguely is aware that I make myself cum every once in a while. She's fine with her idea of it. She's happy I don't need to fuck her.

She knows I masturbate, ... but she doesn't know how much.

Masturbation log today: 2  One great morning jack and one slow vibrator masturbation session this afternoon.